The Lights Went off!

The candles went off, oh no, oh no!  What did I do wrong Light of mine?  I had my two angels with me, now they are gone. They turned the lights off right in front of me!  Something went wrong, very wrong, maybe I was not with the right behaviors, or they saw something coming, something not right?

What will happen now, what will happen? Would they come back to me, would they?  This is what I am talking about my sweet God from the Ain Soph, the challenges are just so, so much that it is actually depressing. One would think that with two angels by my sides nothing like this would happen to me but apparently, this is not always the case?

Am I in control or not? Or are vices and inflated ego controlling me?

I will work on this, I will work harder until I bring all these legions to dust! Until only stillness exist. Until I am in control of my own destiny. Until I govern myself! Until I die within the light!

My heart weeps. My heart aches. Divine Mother, help my heart heals again. Thank you!

~L Fabre  = this posting


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