The burning ecstasy within my heart woke me up. I could not contain myself, or should I say, that what is happening to me is too much for my physical body to handle.
So I stood motionless, motionless as “What to do God?” Then, then as an opportunistic, a God of sweet splendid rays of fire, appeared in front of me!
He is a shinning golden, grandiose, and friendly heavenly man made of fire that have touched my inner heavenly waters. That have touched my inner heavenly fire. That have opened the door of my heart.
And now my heart is on fire!
This is not a destructive burning fire. No. It is a gradient burning fire full of ecstasy. Full of magnetism. Full of conscious love.
And now only burning gradient love of fire is all over me!
He then gracefully, and as a dancer doing a perfect dance, He is dancing in the depth of the unimaginable beautiful Heart Temple. Dancing within my heart temple, showing me His Immeasurable Divine grace that comes with immeasurable divine power.
He is the Sun and the Sun is He. His illuminating conscious sweet Rays of Fire, I cannot comprehend but delighted I am absorbing the moment watching the most Beautiful and Powerful God made of divine gradient fire.
A God of conscious gradient fire!
He reads my mind and I read His. He is I, and I am He
Divine of mine, thank you! Thank you for coming to me. Thank you for manifesting yourself through me! It is an honor that you had chosen my physical body to Be You!
But who is this God?
Is He the Christ, or is He the Sun God?
He is all of them and beyond, but now, right this moment, He is my Master! My Divine Highest Self that has chosen me to see himself. That has chosen me to acknowledge the true living God. My true living God.
He is my Father! He is my Father who art in heaven. My Father who art in secret. In secret as, He is within my heart.
I love you Master. Please spread within me all your loving energy of sweet lights so I can navigate as you the infinite sky! And help me, help me navigate gracefully this new experience within this realm.
NOTE: And for weeks my body felt as a ball of fire. I could not eat, and I was sensitive, very sensitive to people, and the world around me.
The only thing that was able to cool me off was going and laid like a lizard all day under the sun at the beach, or my back yard, or a park! And many times at home I had to open the refrigerator and almost get inside of it so I could cool off the burning heart. The burning body.
Understand that the feeling is that of a gradient burning sensation that is very powerful.
And more astonishing, my body was so light, I felt I could fly! And if anyone was ever thinking of me, and or remembering me, in an instant that person was in front of me, and I could tell why they were thinking or remembering me! I had this grandiose feeling of joy, but at the same time, I had this grandiose feeling of sadness where I cried for anything that I knew was causing suffering to any living thing such as watching cutting a tree down, garbage in the park; and harming children. Or not treating children appropriately, as for example not giving them the appropriate attention and respect that they deserve. Children are divine, and my heart aches if they are not being honor and respect.
I was living on the second floor of a building, and sometimes when I leaned back against the wall in the kitchen, restless, believe this or not, the building shook as if there was an earthquake. In fact, there it were a few earthquakes of a low measurements in the city I was living during the time that I was going through this experience. In fact, during this time, as well, I had to take someone to the doctor, and while at the office, there it was a shaking of the building where everyone was stunned, not knowing what to do. A woman, that I believe was a physician, had the feeling I was the cause of the building shaking, and she was very uncomfortable with me at the office. She then checked out quickly the person I was with, rushing us out of the building.
Many times I woke up reading a book and or text that was written in another language, like Hebrew, and or Greek, and or French. And I understood nothing of what I read because it was not important for me at the time knowing the meaning of what I read.
The light in the kitchen, and or around the house blinked every time I went in a room and or pass by. Turning the switch on or off did not work; I had to leave the room in order for the lights to stop blinking!
I had the same issue with my computer. My PC that was basically brand new, before I even touched it, it would turned on! And then it would turn off. Frustrated, I took it back to the place I had purchase it, and they told me that nothing is wrong with my PC.
Without being able to use my PC, I decided to just laid on my porch and count the ants climbing the windows from outside.
I could write an entire book about the many magical events that happened while my heart was on fire. Regardless, for now, in truth I feel I am visiting earth for the first time in my life, and somehow I need to start all over again.
Yes, a new life is ahead of me indeed.
“Yet a time is coming and has now come when the true worshipers will worship the Father in the Spirit and in truth, for they are the kind of worshipers the Father seeks. God is spirit, and his worshipers must worship in the Spirit and in truth.” ~John 4: 23- 24
“He who believes in Me, as the Scripture said, ‘From his innermost being will flow rivers of living water.’ ~John 7:38
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